Deep breathe and relax… I can finally feel my shoulder releasing a bit. The past weeks, months have been intense, to many lists, very long lists and not enough time. Many nights of work that when in the early hours of the morning, only to crawl out of bed in the morning and start all over again. I am proud of what I was able to achieve during this time. But it really pushed me pass my threshold.. Tonight I dropped off the donation for the tribal elder productions event tomorrow evening. That was the last of my deadlines to fulfill, after dropping that off I treated myself to a hour looking at used books at the armadillos pillow and found several French books and one on Art. Then over to Starbucks for a Soy Mocha. It was nice to just enjoy the moment and not be stressed out about what needed to be done.
I am home now getting ready to read for a bit and then get a good nights rest, because more than likely the calm feeling that surrounds me tonight will be challenged tomorrow.
I may push myself more than I should but these moments that I am able to get everything done is exhilarating to me and it makes all the craziness worth it, because I have been able to prove to myself that I am sometimes able to do the impossible.
It reminds me that my limitations are only a place to jump off from and explore what the world has to teach me. It may make it often difficult for my loved ones and me. But if I don’t try how will I ever know how far I can go.